been told we have days left with my grandma
i feel bad because i never know what to say. today i sat for an hour playing flappy bird just saying nothing
it’s not like it’s a total shock, we’ve literally been waiting months for this. it’s just so sad remembering her from 2 weeks ago, actually being able to walk and talk to now when she needs to be spoon fed and can only mumble the smallest words.
if she could see herself, she would be mortified. she’s such a proper and noble lady. i can’t even begin to think how she’s feeling right now
i wish i could make it better, but i know that the only way it’ll all be made better for her will make things worse for the rest of us